星星。。。

为什么星星总会挂在天上？
因为它代表了每个人的命运。。。
但我希望那代表我的星星已经不存在了。。。
我希望我的命运是由我自己掌握。。。
属于我的星星。。。
是那一颗？
真希望有的选择。。。

Nothing to say about thte timetable...

Haiz...
For the whole A Level course...
I have nothing to say about the timetable...
Since from the first semester till now the timetable getting bad to worse then to worst...
Haiz...
What a nice coordinator...
I hate you...

Nothing to do...

Went for tuition for Form 6...
See whether it is suitable for me...
Haha...
I decided to go for tuition...
Decided...

Went for a wedding dinner...

Haha...
What kind of wedding dinner...
Congratulation to them...
Anyway...
Congratulation...

Tired...

So tired...
Haiz...
Tired...
Why tired...
????
All this question...
Cant answer...
Just tired...

Never give up...

I will never give up...
Never give up...
Even though...
Didnt success...
I will never give up...

Lonely Chritmas...

Lonely chritmas...
Nothing to do...
No where to go...
Haiz...
Lonely...
What a day...

Lonely chritmas eve...

What a lonely chritmas eve...
Haiz...
What a lonely day...
Hope there is a change inn next year...
This is my wish for chritmas...
Merry Chritmas everyone...

The tiring day 2...

The same thing i have done for today clean my house...
Damn tired...
But its fun...
Haha...
But i hope that dont call me to clean again...
Cause really tired...

Tiring...

So tired for today...
Work for the whole day...
Start from 10.00a.m...
Clean the house till 6.00p.m...
Just rest for 2 hours...
Haha...
Finish half...
Tomorrow continue...
Continue...

Nothing...

Now have nothing...
Future i dont know what will happen...
Before I have nothing...
So the conclusion is nothing...
I hope for a change for now...
So there will be change in the life i am having now...

坏人

By 方炯镔,
那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人
也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人
也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
你是好人
也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人
也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

我是好人，
也是个坏人，
但不管我是好人还是坏人，
我只爱你一人，
不管我是好人还是坏人，
我也真的只爱
你。。。
就算记忆会消失，
但那感觉还是存在的。。。

Haha...

On thurs we all of the primary friends went for RED Box...
We sing about around for 5 hours...
Then we went home for a break at 8.30pm...
And we went for Kaki Corner for supper...
Then Kum Tat suggested want to go for movie at midvalley...
Then everyonne agreed...
Then we went for midvalley again...
Haha went to midvalley twice in a day...
We went for YES Man,
Erm is quite funny...
The show start at around 11.30pm then end at 1.20pm...
So damn cold inside...
Then nothing much i reach home at 1.45...
Then straight away go for my lovely bed cause is really too tired...

No time to write...

Haiz...
Yesterday have no time to write,
Have no time to write...
Walao its so fun...

Tiring...

Tired of being how i am...
Tired of being like this...
Tired of being as who i am being now...
Really hope that there is a change...
Haiz...

The simple life...

The simple life of mine,
Only hoping for love...
Only hoping for a person who can pass through my life with me,
Cry with me,
Having fun with me,
Laughing with me,
Only hoping for love...
That is the simple life of mine...

ROAD

At the cross road,
Crossing over my finger,
Waiting for the green light to turn on,
Choosing my pathway...
To a greener pastures...
Hesitating,
Which road should i choose...
In this simple life...

Life...

Life...
Its nothing...
Just about begining...
And just about the end...
The thing we care...
Is just about the process...
Its just a simple life...
Simple life...
But nothing...

沉默

By 阿杜,

我们早就一无所有
你要什么
撑开的手裂缝太多
被爱穿透
风不再哭泣
因为哭也没什么意义
世界沉默了我
掏心掏肺情掏梦掏给你
不需要道理
所有的勇气
都是因为有你
逃心逃醉逃爱逃你逃自己
就承认脆弱的是我
才在你流泪时沉默
我们虽然一无所求
平凡生活
无奈蜚言流语太多
左右你我
梦不再甜蜜
因为梦醒后满眼空虚
未来沉没了我
掏心掏肺情掏梦掏给你
不需要道理
所有的勇气
都是因为有你
逃心逃醉逃爱逃你逃自己
就承认脆弱的是我
才在你流泪时沉默
掏心掏肺情掏梦掏给你
不需要道理
所有的勇气
都是因为有你
逃心逃醉逃爱逃你逃自己
就承认脆弱的是
我才在你流泪时沉默


什么也不用做了。。。
现在只需要沉默。。。

Wow...

Wow...
Tired...
Walking so far...
Far...
Its too far...

Lazy...

Lazy...
Lazy to type...
Lazy to write...
Lazy to think...
The conclusion is lazy...

路

飞往天国的路，
飞往地狱的路，
只是一念之差，
天国是地狱，
地狱也就是天国，
只凭你站在什么角度看一件事。。。
往往人只站在一个角度上看某一件事，
也只想到事情只有一个角度。。。
只有一个解决方法。。。
而忽略了更好的解决方法。。。
事情的发展，
只凭你选择的路。。。
我相信在什么恶劣的环境下，
路一直都在。。。

你。。。

你，

随风飘去，

你，

已飘到哪？

寻找着你，

正在到处的寻找着你。。。

你，

听到我的呼喊吗？

我已呼喊到连声音也失去了。。。

但还未找到你。。。

失去你。。。

就像没了方向感，

就像一个瞎子，

站在危险的十字路口上，

在黑暗中，

感觉到危险但无人伸出援手。。。

我已在这黑暗深处。。。

只好默默的祈求你回来。。。

The 100 posts...

爱不够 By 林峰
收藏在眼眸
常徘徊左右
愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後
能全然退後
你開心就夠
這種感覺太親厚
講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後
或會走
這種戀愛太罕有
不須真正擁有
成全
衷心祝福然後
就放手
放手
放開所有
彼此更自由
放手
其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手
豁出所有
還有這個好友
已經
已經足夠
遙遠是宇宙
靜靜在背後
去看守就夠
這種感覺太親厚
講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動
挽你手 這種戀愛太罕有
不須真正擁有
成全
多捨不得仍然
是放手
放手
放開所有
彼此更自由
放手
其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手
豁出所有
還有這個好友
已經
已經足夠
放手
我的牽掛
找不到盡頭
放手
期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許
愛很深厚
然而我早看得透
放手
至可擁有




爱不够。。。
但也得放手。。。
只有放手才可以拥有。。。
只有放手才可以找到爱的尽头。。。
尽头才是另外的一个开始。。。
所以尽头非尽头。。。
而是另外的一个开始。。。

爱在记忆中找你

By 林峰
我对你
这一生
哪个可比
我与你
差一些
永远一起
邂逅时间场地
似连场好戏
要自何页说起
爱太重
深呼吸
欠缺空气
爱太美
轻轻的
却载不起
爱情来到时候
似明媚天气
它走了
突然骤变雪落雨飞
如果可以恨你
全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你
还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
你太远
该怎么
说对不起
你太近
一转身
却已高飞
快乐也许太短
似场流星雨
一眨眼
就如幻觉怕又记起
如果可以恨你
全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你
还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
如果可以恨你
全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非要放下你
还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你

我还在记忆中找你。。。
等待着你。。。
永永远远在记忆中找你。。。
找着你。。。
你在哪里？
等待着。。。

爱。。。

爱不一定要说出口。。。
只要爱存在心中。。。
当然，
不需要说出口。。。
只要爱存在心中。。。
自然会感受到。。。
所以不需说出口。。。

你曾经让我心动

By a Chord,
关于蓝天的忧郁
我想了解分析
却不经分心
不禁想起
长发飘逸的你
关于你给的回忆
我想你也想不起
只因为所以
有自知之明
我只敢远远望着你
从没想过
那么心痛以后
你还是陪在我生命中最空虚的时候
我仿佛回到那感动
从没想过
离开伤心以后
我终于能够当你面前
勇敢的对你说出口
你曾经让我心动
关于蓝天的忧郁
我想了解分析
却不经分心不禁想起
长发飘逸的你
关于你给的回忆
我想你也想不起
只因为所以
有自知之明
我只敢远远望着你
从没想过
那么心痛以后
你还是陪在我生命中最空虚的时候
我仿佛回到那感动
从没想过
离开伤心以后
我终于能够当你面前
勇敢的对你说出口
你曾经让我心动
我要加紧脚步
加紧脚步
对你说我要加紧脚步
加紧脚步
对你说我要加紧脚步
加紧脚步
对你说我要加紧脚步
加紧脚步
对你说我要加紧脚步
加紧脚步
对你说
你曾经让我心动

就是你了。。。
不是别人。。。
就是你让我心动了。。。
想念你。。。

路是否已到了尽头？

路是否已到了尽头？
前面再也没路可走了吗？
担任活着是总有希望的。。。
不是路以到了尽头。。。
而是该转弯的时候了。。。
这跟人生的道路一样。。。
是无穷无尽的。。。
所以活着是总有希望的。。。
千万不可轻易放弃。。。
路是无穷无尽的。。。
因为地球总是圆的。。。
总是会回到原点。。。
当迷失后想想自己的出发点吧！！！

迷失。。。

我，
站在人生的十字路口，
迷失了自己。。。
正在寻找，
回到属于自己的地方，
我，
从何而来？
又可以去哪？
真地会有属于我的地方吗？
会有吗？
真的令人摸不着头脑。。。
我，
在人生的十字路口当中，
还未寻找到可以依靠的地方。。。
真可悲啊！！！
在这人生的十字路口当中，
曾经失去了很多。。。
失去的。。。
失去了。。。
但失去的，
会回来吗？
会回到我的身边吗？
曾经拥有，
并不代表是永远的。。。
所以因该珍惜。。。
虽然你待我好非理所当然的。。。
但我待你好却是理所当然的。。。
在这十字路口中，
我只能随着风的乐奏，
雨的舞步，
在风雨吹打中，
跟着风雨的舞蹈，
自然而去。。。

爱情。。。

爱情，
令人变得麻木。。。
爱情，
令人变得不知所措。。。
爱情，
令人迷失自己的方向。。。
但，
真真的爱情，
令人得到从所未有的喜悦。。。
真真的爱情，
是人的灵魂。。。
只要拥有爱情。。。
人生才会变得更有意义。。。
但，
对于我来说，
爱情，
早已不见了。。。
在这茫茫人海中寻找着属于我的爱情。。。
是多么的困难。。。
爱情，
早已失去了。。。
爱情，
真的会回来吗？
什么才是算得上真真的爱情？
未曾拥有，哪来的失去？
曾经拥有，就要好好的珍惜。。。
不要因为小小的误会而失去了人生中最快乐的事情。。。
对你来说，你曾经拥有吗？
也曾失去过吗？
真的不了解？
为什么？
只好默默地等待。。。
爱情的出现。。。
期待中。。。

原谅我

By 萧敬腾,

请不要分了以後

还记得亲吻过的承诺你的永久　

已不属於我默默低头　

那时我很多

话哽在喉咙你的笑你的快乐

或许我爱太多想太多我能感受　

他比我适合爱放了手　

我伪装冷漠　

比你先说分手请原谅我　

原谅我不成熟不爱你是藉口　

好让你离开我请原谅我　

好想自私将你占有你的寂寞就给我承受

换你过更好的生活请不要分了以後　

还记得亲吻过的承诺你的永久　

已不属於我默默低头　

那时我很多　

话哽在喉咙你的笑你的快乐　

或许我爱太多想太多我能感受　

他比我适合爱放了手　

我伪装冷漠　

比你先说分手请原谅我　

原谅我不成熟不爱你是藉口　

好让你离开我请原谅我　

好想自私将你占有你的寂寞就给我承受

换你过更好的生活

爱过恨过哭过也笑过

亲吻过你的脆弱

其实我比谁都要懦弱原谅我　

必须假装爱错别让时间逗留　

我怕说不出口原谅我　

没有解释太多　

心痛别无所求　

彻底忘了我爱原来有舍得我爱过　

我才懂

要懂得原谅别人才会懂得开心。。。

要懂得原谅才会比昨天更好。。。

爱恨情愁。。。

爱，
为了什么而爱，
恨，
为了什么而恨，
情，
为何存在，
愁，
又如何？
爱，
为了喜欢的人而存在，
恨，
是从爱演变而成，
情，
发从心底的感觉，
愁，
有了爱恨情，
才会演变成愁。。。
但世界有了爱恨情愁才把人生变得更有色彩。。。

Memories...

Whoa...
What a nice gathering...
Really miss you all guys...
Long time no see liao...
Haha...
Lets have another one...
Remember you all always...
Hope to see you all soon...

Is tomorrow...

Haha...
At last the gathering is there waiting for us...
Is tomorrow...
Haha...
Is here...
Hooray...

2 more days...

Counting down from today...
2 days more...
Haha...
Is soon...
Around the corner now...
Haha...
Waiting for that day...

New Hair Cut...

I have a new hair cut...
But 1 thing...
Its short...
Haiz...

Finally...

Finally went to buy laptop...
At The Mines...
With Rm 1879...
Haiz but the laptop is not mine...
I sure i will get 1...
Haha...

My sister getting new laptop tomorrow...

My sister will get a new laptop tomorrow...
I sure that i will get 1 soon...
Haha...
Sure...
I want to get myself 1...
Haha...

Waiting for Nov 29...

There will be a gathering at 29 Nov...
Haha...
It has been not seeing each other for around 5 or 6 years...
Waiting till that day...
Still in the progress of waiting...

喜欢一个人的理由。。。

喜欢一个人的理由。。。
只有一个。。。
就是喜欢。。。
喜欢，
就是喜欢。。。
没别的理由。。。

Nothing...

Haha...
Finally can rest for a while...
Haha...
At last nothing i can do...
So just rest...

Finally finish...

Whoa i finally finish my exam liao...
Haha...
Finally finish my AS exam...
Now looking forward to my result but that will only be release by next year...
Haha...
Finished everything at last...
End of thid AS exam...

Last..

At last the last paper fpr tomorrow...
Last paper...
Haha...
Faster end ba exam...
End...
End...
Finally come to the end...

Nothing but must study harder...

Must study harder liao...
Since 1 week didnt even touch the book but tomorrow is the exam...
Must study hard now...

我只能爱你

By 彭青
当你握紧我的手
我决定和你走
经历再多的挫折
也绝对不退缩
当河流都倒流
我还在你左右
一直陪伴你到时间的尽头
就算有一天
天和地都会分离
也永远不离也不弃
要和你在一起
呜~~~~~~~~~~~~
为了你 我可以
因为爱你我只能爱你
生命荡涤轮回里
你是唯一不忘的记忆
真正的爱过
才算真正的活过
爱你 从此绝不会放手
不曾褪色的承诺
比永久还要久
痛过哭过也恨过
从未想放弃过
莫问我要理由
爱就是我所有
今生来世你是不变的守候
就算全世界都要来与你为敌
也还要紧紧抱着你
泪不会掉一滴
呜~~~~~~~~~~~~
为了你 我可以
因为爱你我只能爱你
只要为你我愿意
牺牲一切都不觉可惜
真正的爱过
才算真正的活过
爱你 从此再无他所求



也因为爱你所以才会不顾一切的爱你吧？
也只因爱你。。。

Counting down...

4 more days to go...
Waiting for exam to end...
Exam please soon...
Exam, I hope that the question that come out i know how to solve...
Cause i didnt study...
So that is the hope...
Haha..
Hope so...

What a meeting...

Haha...
I have attend a meeting today...
There is just 3 person in thios meeting...
What a meeting...
It just funny...
And quite fun for that meeting...
Nice...
Hope there is another one...
Haha...

Boring...

I have do nothing for today...
Haiz...
Another just past like that...
Oh shit...

Went to pasar malam and the mines today...

I have do nothing but went to the mines to look for laptop...
Sister and compare the price for the laptop at shops there...
But i am not the one who make the decision which to buy cause is not mine...
Then my brother and i went to pasar malam...
Cause the tiny rain not every stall is open and is quite...
And we bought something to eat and we went back home...
Haha i have do nothing about my study for biology and chemistry...
I will regret for that...
Haiz...

该怎么说？

你对别人好是理所当然吗？
别人对你好也是理所当然的吗？
所以呢?
该怎么说呢？

Longest time i take...

Today is the longest time i take to format my computer...
Haiz...
Tired...
I hate reformat computer but no choice...
My sister always get some virus back from her friend what to do...
A very "good" sister...
Haiz...
Next time i think i should call her to pay for my work...

Nothing...

Nothing else i can do...
The thing that i can do is just wait...
Wait...
Nothing else...
Should i wait for you?
Nothing else i can say...

Went to pudu today...

I have do nothing for today but i have went down there today...
There is a memorable place for me...
I past my five year there for tuition...
and many memorable thing happen there...
I will never there...
And you too...
That the place i know you...
There is the place i last met you...

真的会有吗？

这个世界，
真的会有矢志不渝的爱吗？
但我还没遇上。。。
终有一天我深信会遇上的。。。
天涯海角在哪里？
就算到了世界的尽头。。。
我也深信着。。。

Biology paper 1 finish...

By the way i have no comment about this paper...
I dont know how i did it...
I also dont know it is good or not...
Haiz it just past...
Anyway i am waiting for 29 of nov...
My primary school friends have plan for a gathering...
And now i am waiting for the exam to finish...
And go for that gathering...
Haha...

Oh shit...

What the hell...
Chemistry exam i have 100% sure...
That i need to resit...
So many unnecessary mistake i have made...
T.T
Going to kill myself...
Wasted around 10 marks just for careless mistake...
Killing myself in a corner...

Chemistry tomorrow...

Chemistry exam tomorrow...
So damn scary la...
So many thing dont know...
How to take exam tomorrow le?
Haiz...
How?
????????

不,完美

By 李玖哲
你常常说
我很完美
没人能取代
我给的一切
我就以为
我努力更完美
我们就会永远
完美并不美
我们多虚伪
你让我的好
变成一种罪
完美并不美
当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是
不完美
後来你说
我太完美
值得更好的
陪在我身边
你不是我
你怎么能体会
你有
多么珍贵
我的完美成了罪
I agree that nobody is perfect...
So i prefer that i am not perfect...
Perfect is nothing...
Cause nothing in the world is 100% perfect...

Haha...

Nothing happen but just sit in front of the computer watching movie for the whole day...
Waoh!!!
Should study by right now right?
Haha...

我还想她

By 林俊杰
林俊杰 - 我还想她
泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过 究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我不爱
我不痛
我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她
我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
别告诉她
我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答


我相信这首歌也说出了很多人的心声吧！！！

Statistic over...

Statistic exam over...
I dont have any comment about this paper...
No comment...
Cause this paper can be said easy to me and hard to me...
Haha...
Anyway is over...

Biology pratical hard?

Haha biology pratical today...
By then someone ask how is the biology pratical is it hard?
Then how should we anwer?
The best answer is being quarantine is harder...
1 stupid fellow dont now how to see time 1 after the exam start already 45 min only arrived then we had to be quarantine but no choice we have to wait till that stupid fellow to come lo how wasted our 1 hour and 45 minutes there...
What the hell is that stupid irresponsible fellow...
HE is being irresponsibl for his own exam and make us waited in that small little room for so long do he feel guilty i DONT THINK SO lo...
Stupid irresponsible fellow...
This make up my blog for today...
Moral of story:
NOT BEING LATE FOR EXAM MAYBE NOT ONLY YOU THE PERSON WHO ARE SUFFERNG CARE FOR OTHER ALSO LA...

Biology pratical tomorrow

Walao die lo tomorrow biology pratical exam liao...
Scary...
Know nothing about it...
T.T

What to say?

What to say?
Haiz...
Nothing to say...
So emo today...
Stupid brother...
Never come home la...
Go play basketball till die la...
Angry...

离我而去。。。

离别，
我无可否认是对每个人都会发生的，
而我也不会例外，但我深信有缘会再见，
去相信便会以相信而实现。。。

离别，
我选择去相信有缘会再见，
而我不曾实现过，
去相信是真的会实现吗？

但我选择去相信。。。
相信有这信念我们会再见。。。
信而相信。。。
我有信心。。。
和你再次相遇。。。
你呢？
会吗?
再次相遇，
见面时还会认得对方吗？
朋友，
友情永固。。。

Oh no again...

Oh no...
I am watching movie for the whole day again...
I think i should be more self control...
So that i will study rather than watching movie for the whole day...
Haha...
I wish i could...
So keep on working on it...

Finish my series...

Walao AS exam is going on how can i still watching series...
Haha...
(^.^)...
Well to release stress...
^O^...
Wahahahaha...

Friends...

Friends is based on quality not by quantities...
Friends is a must in life...
But is based on quality...
Friends that care you is better than other...
They helps when in trouble...
They care about you...
Thats friends...
That important to you in life...
I hope that we all have that kinds of friends...
A wish...
From...

Miracle...

Walao so damn happy...
Normally when lab time i cant ven finish 2 experiment in 2 hour...
But today i manage to finish 3 experiment in 2 hour...
Wahahaha...
Anyway need to thanks to our sir Mr Subra...
Wahahaha.....

Tomorrow Chemistry pratical...

I really hope that i can finish the experiment...
Really scared la...
Haiz...
How?
Help...

No college today...

I didnt go to college today cause no class...
But i didnt even touch my book today...
T.T

Finally get Code Geass part 2

Is a nice anime...
Haha...
I really admired his brain...
I wish i could have such a brain...
Haha...
I want his brain...
He really plane well...
Nice plane after all...

Dinner...

Having a dinner with my relative...
Waiting for half an hour for them to reach...
Waited for an hour for the food being served...
Finished the dinner in half an hour...
Haha it is quite funny...

Feel like not writing...

Not feel like writing...
No mood to write...
Why?
Feel so down.....

Feel like not writing...

Doesnt feel like writing...
Dont know why?
No mood to write anymore...
Down......

Chemistry MOCK

Today having chemistry MOCK exam...
I studied from morning till afternoon...
Haha...
I never been so rajin before...
Wahaha...
The first time i feel that studying is so fun...

Argh...cant find

Argh...
I cant find the ending theme of detective conan 12th movie...
Finding...
I want that song...
Wawawawawa...
I want
I want...

Math exam over...

Math exam is over...
The next is chemistry pratical how le...
Haiz...
Chemistry lab always cant finish...
How?
And now math also depends on statistic pula...
Haiz...

DIe lo tomorrow EXAM liao la...

Walao tomorrow exam liao la
How?
How?
how...
Help help and help
Crazy so fast...

Tired...

Tired tired and very tired...
Dont want to say much...
So tension...
Tension tension aand tension...

Oh no i forgot...

Oh no i forgot to write my blog yesterday...
Oh no...
How can i forgot such important thing...
Argh...
I promise not to forget again...

Best thing...

The best thing in this world i ever had...
Friendship...
I am not so good in interacting with people...
But still i got some friend that care about me...
Haha...
I had the best of everything...

Is now the time?

AS coming...
Is now the time for it?
Am i prepared for it?
No this is not the time for it...
I am totally not prepared yet...
Crazy,crazy and crazy...
Crazy till i dont know what am i doing...

Hell time

AS exam is just next wednesday...
Hell time arrived prepared to die and die and die...
Life in heaven has gone...
The disaster changed the condition...
AS=disaster...
Disaster in life...
I hope i can get through of this disas ter perfectly...
HOPE so...

Smell stink Aikz....

Today playing basketball is fun but the not fun thing is i didnt bring extra shirt...
This thanks to pei shian...
But after playingthe smell is still not too strong so still ok...
But thanks to the rain when raining i went to buy bun to save my own life but raining
the rain drop falling on my shirt and this bring out the smell of sweat...
This killing the smell become strong and stronger it stink...
I will never play basketball if i didnt bring extra shirt anymore!!!

The last day of heaven

The last day of living in heaven...
The last day...
Now really scared about my AS exam...
How and how and how...
Why and why and why...
Time flies...
1 more week to die...
Since my teacher say being in hell have more fun in life?
Should i stay in heaven or hell...?

In the past

In the past i doing nothing,
I do the same in future,
Really hope thing can change,
Since doing nothing from past to future,
So start to do something, before the exam start...

Tired...

So tired...
Really tired...
Why?
Feel so tired...
How?
To solve the problem...
Miss you...
Why, why and why....

Today and yesterday...

今天的我再也不是昨天的我，
因为人是会变的。。。
人会变，月会圆。
这是永远不会变的定律，
人变了，
只是变好还是变坏。。。
这就是两者之间的关系。。。
我希望我是变得比昨天更好。。。
Hope...
The only hope...
Between yesterday and today...

Went for bowling today...

Actually today quite fun ...
I went for bowling with my friend...
Then in the first round my hand terseliuh liao...
but then in the second round i still can score 124 points...
This is the highest record since i started playing bowling...
Today all of my friend we work together last time ffk haiz quite a waste this is the last gathering before my AS now need to wait till after AS only can gathr together...
Hope we can hanging out together next time...

First day of raya...

I have do 1 year of past year paper of math but till question 9 i stuck now really very scared la....
HELP HELP HELP
SOS....
Now really gone crazy liao....

Haiz

Today class damn sienz la...
Mabe is the last day before Raya everyone has no mood to study...
Anyway we celebrate birthday for amy still quite funny...
Nothing to say much for today cause is really sienz...

Hope?

Is there any hope?
Is there any future that i can talk?
Is there a chance that i meet you back?
Is there a way to know what will happen?
Is there anything that i can do?
Is there avy chance that we will be together?
Am i so stupid?
Just because thinking of you?
Is there any future for me?

Alone...

I am alone in pudu today...
I went down to buy some pen and some CD packet...
But in pudu this remind me for my memory...
When i was alone i saw the place that i always went to and the place that met her...
Beside i went to place that we ate before this make me thinking about her...
This is just in memory...
Alone make me think about nonsense...
Alone...
Alone in pudu...
Memory in pudu...
This place has a lot of memory that i cant forget...
The memory about her start here...
In future will i forget?
Is there future or is just in past?

A memory in mind...

A memory in mind that i wish not to forget and is come back when there is a raining around my house....
Is so nice memory that i wish to store in mind and i wish time can turn back and changes my life just by one decision...
I wish i say yes when you are there for me...
I wish time turn back to Form 5...
I hope that i can see you everyday just watching you from behind that is my only hope that i know that will never happen...
Well i will keep on my life...
Just in my memory...
Is in past...
Future?

Last day of chemistry lab...

Last day of chemistry lab, means that last day of wearing lab coat, i realize that my lab coat already been wear not more than 10 times since from the first semester haha and i keep on asking why do i need a lab coat since i didnt wear it the answer is i dont know and maybe is just beacause of teacher want us to buy it by the way i have already bought but iwhu i dont use it the question is so simple i forgot to bring haha...
Anyway i think the lab coat just can be use for 1 more time is just for the AS pratical that its nothing but just the exam...
Again exam is near everyone is so stress now...
anyway holiday is near better have a nice break before the exam haha
I wish everyone has a nice day...

Another tired day

Another tired day for today cause class start from 8am till 4pm again...
Haiz whatever la...
Cause AS is coming soon anyway still need to stand for few more week...
Supposingly need to start study by now but why i didnt do so le...
Dont ask me i also dont know why...
Haha...

笑一笑吧！！！
累了就休息一下，
喝杯茶,
休息完了，
再努力努力。

Stress no more haha

Feeling stress for the whole past half day but finally i feel no stress liao haha...
How i cure it ? Is a secret la....
Everyone has their way to cure it...
Me 2 la....
Anyway thank to Pei shian haha...
By the way today i saw pei shian birthday's photo that we take for him, he look like a kid hahahaha....
A kid that get present from parent ...
Anyway that a good thing this mean that PEI SHIAN you are young hahahaha...


幸福不是理所当然，笑也不是理所当然的，只要心中快乐就好了！！！
所以笑多点就好了！！！

OMG what a week

Today only i realize for the whole week our class start from 8 till 4 friday worse from 8 till 5
Really hope that holiday faster come need a rest...
Feeling so depress now i realize that many statistic and math question i dont kow how to do...
How, how, how and how scaredof getting other than A that the only hope for me in A level to get A haiz...
Better study hard from now on....

The thing i finish...

Today i finish my math past year paper for year 2003 but is still exceed the time i think i should pratice more on it so that i can finish it in the time next time and i found some interesting question for statistic even my last time tuition teacher spent almost an hour to finish that then i think i should let pei shian try to do it Haha....
Anyway today is quite haapy de...
Cause although not so many thing happen but i should be happy that nothing happen and it just another ordinary day...

Nothing Special...

Nothing special happen today but i sitting in front of the tv watching movie for the whole day AS coming soon i better start study liao lo why still watching movie le need to control myself le...
Haiz...

Fun Day

Today i went for bowling and pool with kai ming actually is quite fun cause when i saw kai ming playing bowling every shot is in "longkang" 1 haha he should pratice more anyway there is an improvement for both of us....
And then we went for pool then he is playing quite well after all...
I hope that he remember the thing i asked him to do when he go back to singapore...
Please dont forget to take the information for me
Haha........

Chemistry lab...

Today i forgot to bring my chemistry lab coat...
Then same thing happen we cant finish chemistry lab in time...
Today we celebrate birthday for Pei Shian...
HAHA he very kesian lo the whole face cover by cream and and the whole shirt is red in colour cause the cream is red in colour....
This must tthanks to me Pei Zen and Amy Tan because we are the one who put the cream on his face...
What a happy day for today....

Went for badminton..

Kai Ming is back...then we went for badminton with hoe keat what a nice day we have chat a lot of thing....
Is quite happy for seeing a friend that long time didnt see....

What a day...

The best thing i have done for today is sleeping for the whole day nothung special...
And finally i have my hair cut...
At last i wonder how is their trip to Klang today...
HAHA...

Bio test finish...

At last paper 1 finish but the next paper is coming soon that the thing that need to be worry....
At bio class today got a malfunction microscope i can do anything at lab at last i share the microscope with pei shian...
Thanks to pei shian a lot for sharing the microscope...
I hope when exam time i didnt get some microscope that malfunction...

Bio test tomorrow...

Oh no bio test tomorrow how the thing going on...
Going to die soon dont know how la every time fail...
How about tomorrow le....
The same feeling today also feeling sad....
SAD....
Crying around.....
Is it worthy?

What a moon cake festival....

Today i have do nothing just sit in front of tv watching series.....
Then my relative came to my house to eat then i continue on my series ..
Suddenly a "pop" sound behind me i jump of from my chair....
Really scared me....
It just a fire cracker that throw by my neighbour to my house....
The same feeling as yesterday feel sad....
Really sad for this mooncake festival...
Feel like crying around....
Anyway i hope everyone has a happy mooncake festival...

Sad....

Feel very sad and very stress...
I just hope to chat with you....
That is just my only hope....
Hoping a SMS from just that will take away all the stress...
Will that happen?
I hope there is a miracle....

To OUG Plaza....(today) and my feeling

Today i went to OUG Plaza with hui xin, sie hui and pei shian because hui xin wanted to buy her favaourite "Sin Chan" this a nice comic i like it too haha.....(we are just like kid)
then we went for Mcd this Mcd is better than the one opposite of INTI college....
Then hui xin suddenly say she want to go for KFC next week then i accidentally say need to "belanja" them something from KFC then what to do need to "belanja" lo ...
Luckily i got a gift voucher from my friend's father haha....
Save a lot....
Now the thing that need to worry is about chemistry experiment cause i dont think we have enough time for the two experiment even today we cant finish the two experiment in time then after we kept all the thing is already 5.30pm really scared dont know what will happen when the real AS exam is here...
Just feel sad.....Because of evrything happen recently...
Last night even cant fall in sleep and just fall asleep in 1am this morning and then need to wake up at 6.00am to go to college....
Cant fall in sleep because of thinking about something and someone
Who is the one no need to know la.....
Just long time didnt see her feel like want to find hre and chat a while with her just even a few message that is enough for me....
T.T........
Just feel like crying......
Crying is the best edicine for me now....
This is what i think so...
If crying also cant cure it what else?

Fire alarm gone off....

Fire alarm gone off everyone run for your life......
This is what happen in INTI today the alarm gone off everyone thought it was real.....
But at last is again a false alarm.....
This is not the first time the alarm gone off and is a false alarm.....
Today we were nearly fool by this false alarm because our class at the level 8 we need to run down to the first level is quite tiring....
But we didnt do that cause Our chemistry teacher said that is a false alarm anyway thanks to him because we are not fool by this stupid alarm...
Should we trust this alarm again...
But for the sake of our life i think we should
HAHA....

No biology class today....

Although today no biology class but i still go to college at normal time by following Sie Hui's car then i reach her house at 6.50a.m.... Then we do some funny thing i drive into her parking base and put down my car and she drive her car to college the guard should feels weird cause seeing both of us in and out haha.....
While no biology class today then i waited for 4 hours for the chemistry class....
The first 2 hour i have dont nothing just wasting my time around the college and chit chatting....
Then when all of my friend at physic class then i started to do math with Fahmi feel tired although just done for 8 question t just like finish finish 40 question because need to teach Fahmi to do this past year paper but i learned and revise by teaching him also....
After the class then me,Joel,Sie Hui and Zhi Xin went for Face to Face to eat Pan Mee....
Today i didnt regret of eating the noodle i call......
By the way, Joel and Sie Hui just like cat and dog.....( cause quarell for fun but shooting each other with word seeing them just like watching movie haha....)
Sorry to Joel and Sie Hui cause using their name too often today
HAHA.....

2 regrets for today........

First having breakfast in cafeteria this morning with pei shian then both of us have take some noodles....But after we have our first bite then i ask pei shian want to have some chilli then before i finish my question he already stand up and take some chilli both of us have the same opinion cause the noodle taste bitter.... But it still taste good after we added chilli after that joel came to cafeteria to join us then both of us have the saem opinion to tell him that not to take the noodle haha then joel ate "maggie goreng " that taste much better than the noodle...
Second thing i regret is having my lunch at Mcd with joel we ate "ayam goreng Mcd" that make us feel vormiting.....
The chicken really taste "nice"....
And i promise that i will never go there eat the "ayam goreng Mcd" there anymore.........

Starting to write blog

Feel free to write something but doesnt want to write on a book then i saw my friend all started to blog so i feel like i want to do the same thing too.
Haha for today i have nothing to write much cause today is monday normally monday is like that for me this semester cause my class till 2 but i waited for my friend till 4 to fetch her back......
Then within this 2 hour i have nothing to do then i went to play pool and knew 1 new friend named "felly" i dont know the exact spelling i felt sorry for him haha....
He had some skill that are nice and i have learn new way to play maybe this increase my skill...
One week once i think is still ok la.....
Then after that i went home of course then have a snap then went to work then at last start blogging......
What a nice day before the exam come.......